… the start of my third month in Italy. My third month away from the UK. My third month totally out of my comfort zone.
February is about embracing spontaniety and living life fully, deeply. It’s about getting to grips with the language and immersing myself in the community, the culture of this beautiful place.
It’s accepting that things are not always easy. It’s acknowledging that I am only human, and my emotions dictate my life more than I would like. It’s being kinder, more loving to myself, and understanding that healing processes take time. That I am still hurting. That my heart is still hurting.
It’s using the people around me to my full advantage. Because they are wonderful, these people. And I need to make the most of every second I have with them. Life changes so quickly. Every moment. So I need to live in the here and now and let me life be filled with joy on a daily basis.
February is the final month before two new angels are brought into this world. It will be spent preparing for their arrival and creating something that they will cherish for years to come. Being there for her sister, even though we are miles apart. It’s letting her know I am always. always there.
February is exciting. And I am ready to live the f**k out of it.